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i love josiah sampsoonn [09 Apr 2008|07:30pm]
WIITTHHH EVVERRYYTHIINNGG IN ME!!!!!
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[09 Apr 2008|07:29pm]
Name is Zethalyn Elaine Coleman
Born in Fayetteville, North Carolina at Womack Medical Center on Fort Bragg on February 18 1958.
Grew up in fayetteville but frequently visit extended family which was centered in Montgomery Alabama.
Experienced a lot of racism growing, more in Alabama than in North Carolina
Father went to fight in Vietnam and she was raised by her mother for five years, from the ages of 6-11.
Father came back and suffered mental trauma from the war
While her father was away, 2 others in the family went to fight in the war from Alabama and the family fell apart.
Family was fighting each other and became impatient and aggravated with each other because it lacked the dominant males, who went to fight.
Uncle was killed a year after father came back from Vietnam, by a white man. The white man's daughter was saying that her uncles daughter(cousin) was verbally abusive to her. White man went to her uncles house and her uncle fought the man after he became verbally abusive. The white man then left after being beat up and went home to get his gun and came back and shot her uncle to death. He left behind his 5 kids to be raised by their mother.
This helped the family come together.
While in grade school was a straight A student and continued to be a straight A student through high school. Went to a predominantely black high school.
While in high school she remembered a time where a white man called her father a "nigger" outside of his house, and says her father told her to go into the house, and she watched him fight the man through the window.
Went on to NC State University and was in a culture shock. Predominantly white school in which blacks had to work extra hard just to get by.
Recalls one professor that she had whom she believed to be a biggot, and she missed 2 classes in a row due to an asthma attack, and he told her that she should just drop his class because she would NOT pass for a fact. She saw this as inspiration and a challenge to the man as him looking down on her a simple black girl that was out of her league. She remained in the class, and studied and studied. He tried his best to get her to drop the course but she stuck with it and got a B+ in the class. Remembered getting her grade and went to the professor at the end of the course and told him thank you for making her prove him wrong and remembers his surprised reaction to this day.
Insist that times have really evolved for the better and will keep evolving.
Her biggest fear was that her 2 sons would end up in jail due to the 1 in every 3 black males going to jail statistic.
 
 
 
 
There ya go..condense it or add to it as you choose.
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[28 Oct 2007|07:36pm]
:Last night i had a great epiphany after getting my feelings crushed yet again. That will be the last time i put any effort in whole hearted. It's time to focus on my real priorities and lose any dead weight that's dragging me down. I have to stop making excuses for people and pretending that the best is yet to come with them. I should expect nothing less then the best.
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why [01 Sep 2007|05:28pm]
why in a world so cruel and so unfair would my best friend since i was born be taken away from me, and taken from me twice. Why would her memory be taken away and then everything else. I finally began accepting that my mother would not recognize my face anymore and then this has to happen. How is it possible to go through life with her and have her taken from me. I dont get how a world can be so cruel. What happens if the plug has to be pulled. This year has continually gone more and more downhill. Why does this happen when i am so frail and walking on a thin line. I love her more than life itself, she was my wall my foundation for everything i stood for. Why would this happen. Any faith i had in religion is collapsing. why.
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something is happening. [12 Jul 2007|10:43am]
people that i used to hate or dislike don't bother me anymore, I've been opening my eyes to other bigger problems that are going on around the world. I learned in depth of all of the horrible things going on in Darfur. I always knew it was bad but not that bad. I wish there was something that could be done

I have been putting the cell phone on silent lately more than ever. I'm just so irritable and sometimes pointless things only irritate me more.

I have a's in my classes..like them both despite the fact that i'm in a group with a girl in my business class who feels that her huge fake  pierced BOOBS will get her anywhere in the world.

and i'm really thinking i want to buy the new smashing pumpkins cd
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[21 Jun 2007|11:54pm]
so i figure if youre single and youre not dating anyone you should be allowed to have fun.. and by fun i mean hanging out with different guys. Open your eyes, be open to new possibilities.  



I think i have restless leg syndrome...EEK

Summer Needs. [16 May 2007|01:03pm]

I need to find someone to go running with everyday. My roommate goes to the gym every night with me and doesnt mind walking afterwards but I need to find someone to run with.

I need to be in perfect shape, i hate being hassled about saying that but everyone has their own insecurities and their own perception of perfection.

I need to get my damn hair done soon before my roots take over my body!

I need to see Hannah London EVERYDAY!

I need to see my closest friends in SoFla.

I need to find a constant cuddler.

I need to find another job or start getting more hours at Best Buy...20-25 hours a week is not cutting it.

I need to start saving for my NY vacation next month. 

I need to find someone who wants to take a semester off next year and go to europe with meeeeeeee.

I need to get approved for the healthcare finance program without a fucking cosigner so I can do something pretty drastic. 

I need to go grocery shopping, 

right now.

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[26 Apr 2007|09:16am]
[ mood | sick ]

I have strep throat...of course, i'm the idiot who kisses her ex who had it two days before!

The doctor gave me medication yesterday, didn't help one bit, continually getting more swollen and now i cant even swallow( Ba Da Bang!) 

This morning after getting 3 hrs of sleep woke up drove back to the doctors and he said " Your strep throat is becoming more infected, I give you this shot on your bum and no school or work for two days"

After all this he tells me that if this gets worse by tonight it means my immune system is so weak from being so sick and on so many medications last week, and they will need to bring me to the hospital to get placed with an IV. 

I hate needles so so so much, and i HATE IVS. So i'm praying that i get better soon.

My TOMATO SOUP isn't even helping me feel better!

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week is a blur [19 Apr 2007|05:32pm]
all of these meds have made the week go by so fast, and alter any feelings that have come and gone. Bed rest was nice but now back to the real world. 

and by real world i mean work and ugh school, and watching next top model and search for the next doll, i'm so happy they got rid of the heavier girls on next top model, there is no such thing as a plus size supermodels sorry.( i think only london would agree with me!)

i cant decide if i wanna take classes this semester or just get up and leave.

my insides are driving me crazy...

and so is my apparent need for highlights, thank god i get paid tomorrow.

For some reason Hello Kitty fanatics repulse me. 

k later,
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ham and cheese hot pocketSSSS [11 Apr 2007|07:43pm]
NO THANKS! TOMATO SOUP AND MAYBE STEAKS FOR ME!

GYM TIME IS FUN TIME WHEN YOU GOT THE ITUNES IN AND ITS SET ON 4 CDS, STARTING WITH COMING HOME AND ENDING WITH BLEED AMERICA.

TOOK LLOYD OFF MY PROFILE.

NEED TO BUY MYSELF A BIKE SOON, THEN ILL KICK THE NICOTINE HABIT.

THIS WEEK HAS BEEN A BUNCH OF EXHAUSTING EMOTIONS.

I'M GOING TO SEE SYG TOMORROW(I THINK)!!!!

GRANDPARENTS OFFERED TO GET THE TATTOO ON MY NECK REMOVED, AND IM GOING TO TAKE THEM UP ON THAT OFFER.

THIS IS GUNNA BE COPY AND PASTED TO MYSPACEE
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113.... [30 Mar 2007|01:14pm]
is all im gunna say about my weight right now! ON THE RIGHT TRACK!'

my nana called me yesterday and told me she stopped shaving her legs

i'm so into this guy it's kinda sickening, deja vu?
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[12 Mar 2007|04:45pm]
so so hurt, hurt more than words can describe.
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2 NEW PUPPIES IN ONE DAY!!!!!! [21 Feb 2007|06:56pm]
[ mood | IN LOVE! ]









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our new puppy! [21 Feb 2007|01:59pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

im in love....





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aw this is what i got for v-day [15 Feb 2007|12:52am]
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 oh wait, fuck him
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if youre gunna get off.... [09 Feb 2007|05:15pm]

So after 15 minutes of crying due to a phone convversation with my mom, my nana and i sit down and start talking about the mormon religion. She starts telling me how she thinks the religion is really a cult, and how ridiculous it is that they believe even when a persons dead they can give prayers to that person to make them go to heaven. and then she said what if they dont wanna go to heaven. i really enjoy her company! she completely turned my mood into a great one, she paid my 160$ tickets, and gave me cans of BLACK OLIVES!!plus a bunch of other food. yeah and my grandfather did my taxes and i should be getting about 600 back, awesome, this calls for maybe a spring break getaway once i get back from ohio with my dad!

EDIT://

what a freaking weird situation for me. like i'm not even joking why the hell havent i felt good about myself lately, like im being so fucking hard on my physical appearence.

and when will guys get a clue on how to dress.

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[08 Feb 2007|07:23pm]
I think my biggest flaw in guys is inconsistency. Inconsistency to commit, see you, feelings, everything. I got shoved into something that i think i'm trying to get out of. I can't preach to friends anymore on being weak cause i am just the same. I laugh at thinking how someone could possibly think they were falling in love with me, to fall in love with someone you act a lot different than that. Probably shouldve gone with my gut feeling from the beginning, not been pushed to find desirable qualities.
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kinda annoyed [06 Feb 2007|02:27am]
just want a boyfriend, like a real one.

and wow what the fuck happened to my self esteem lately. 

your eyes were covered in sunglasses? [31 Jan 2007|09:18pm]
my new doormat is awesome... and my mood is slowly getting better. i wish i had gone to the halfway mark.
Here seeeeeeeeeeeee



oh yeah and birth control is making my boobs freaking big, its so awesome. i'm throwing my yammaccas(sp) away

wanna throwup-for everyone that went to western, one of my good friends [30 Jan 2007|06:43pm]

Suspect arrested in fatal stabbing at party

BY TRENTON DANIEL
tdaniel@MiamiHerald.com
MENA
MENA

Sunrise police have arrested a 19-year-old man in the fatal stabbing of a 20-year-old waiter during a high school house party.

Rene Ignacio Arredondo Mena was booked Monday on a charge of premeditated murder after he confessed to stabbing Anthony Fernandes on Jan. 20 at the party, police said.

Mena was arrested about 8:30 p.m., Sunrise police Lt. Robert Voss wrote in an e-mail. His last known address is in the 11000 block of Northwest 30th Place in Sunrise, police said.

The victim, Fernandes, worked as a waiter in Plantation. Friends and relatives remembered him as someone who loved the New York Jets and enjoyed a good time.

He died after he was stabbed in the torso at a party thrown by a high-school homecoming princess whose mother was out of town.

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